and I just now figured out the problem and fixed it.. the cable went bad??? I thought it was last year but it's been a year and a half... wow!
So, I'm back...LONNNNNNNG, LOOOOOONNNNNG, story as to what happened with that wonderful relationship that was just budding last time I blogged. The ups and downs of which I think you probably would not have stuck with me thru.
We are... it's complicated. We want desperately to be together but she has issues and I can't seem to find anyone else when I go looking. Everyone insists I'm being catfished. We still haven't met, but she is opening up more. I know more about her family. Their names and such.. things she didn't used to share. She sent me a photo of her grandbabies... not actually babies.. 5 and 8 they are.. a boy and a girl and one on the way due in October.
If I already had children this w/b a slam dunk. I'd just wait for her but what if I wait and end up missing the opportunityu to have children AND then do not end up w/ her either? It's ok if we end up together, but if I end up w/o her and w/o a baby that's like the worst scenario I can think of.
Other than this I am working at the Department of Treasury, renting a room w/ others... trying to deal until I can afford my own peace and quiet once again.
I am trying to think of what my next adventure will be to blog about.
I've missed blogging.
I'll be back soon Inquiring Minds!
~A
